urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenrage fallenrage fallenrage 2006-07-10T12:50:27Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenrage:897 2006-07-10T12:50:27Z 2006-07-10T12:50:27Z I hope I can get something out these days off. Little fun maybe, but I don't expect anything out of anyone. Can only be interesting for a short length of time, so I'm gonna sit on everyone's back burner.....maybe.<br />Worried about being just another blah boring.....wtf am I talking about?<br /><br />Should probably go to Pool's house today...make up with Mimmic. Pissed about a situation that REALLY shouldn't even have come up, but I tend to be a bit too eager at times and strangely enough, some women get offended by that!<br /><br />Imagine that.<br /><br /><br />Reference Note for future posts:<br /><br />I will not be using real names as some people I know might not want to be known to the world for things I might talk about. Those who need to know will know who they are ;) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenrage:740 2006-07-05T05:53:24Z 2006-07-05T05:53:24Z One thing people don't seem to understand about me is that when I DO throw something out in the open IT'S BECAUSE I REALLY WANT IT.<br />I don't show any feeling unless its a strong one. I'll stand and bs about anything, do whatever out of the kindness of my heart, but when I ask for something...I'm pleading...begging. Just feels like weakness when I do. Is it? Should I bother? Just feels like wasted emotion. Energy, focus, ME....used on someone or something that will toss it to the side to be consumed at leisure.<br /><br />Does anyone care? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenrage:503 2006-07-05T01:40:49Z 2006-07-05T01:40:49Z ...and to quote something a friend said(pretty close), it's fitting to begin this in the midst of destruction and chaos.<br />Spending the holiday with good friends, and thankful I didn't decide to work. Slipped away from the "fun" long enough to see if a friend or two happened to be at the usual spots, but no dice :(<br />You know who you are, and that I get lonely about this time of the evening. LAST NIGHT FOR EXAMPLE.<br />I'll be home friday all day if anyone has anything interesting going on.<br /><br />I'll pray for a certain someone's expensive equipment and that it meets a swift recovery and/or replacement. :D<br /><br />Don't leave me stuck across the room!