| Another two days off woo |
[Jul. 10th, 2006|07:48 am] |
I hope I can get something out these days off. Little fun maybe, but I don't expect anything out of anyone. Can only be interesting for a short length of time, so I'm gonna sit on everyone's back burner.....maybe.
Worried about being just another blah boring.....wtf am I talking about?
Should probably go to Pool's house today...make up with Mimmic. Pissed about a situation that REALLY shouldn't even have come up, but I tend to be a bit too eager at times and strangely enough, some women get offended by that!
Imagine that.
Reference Note for future posts:
I will not be using real names as some people I know might not want to be known to the world for things I might talk about. Those who need to know will know who they are ;) |
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| Frustrated |
[Jul. 5th, 2006|12:52 am] |
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One thing people don't seem to understand about me is that when I DO throw something out in the open IT'S BECAUSE I REALLY WANT IT.
I don't show any feeling unless its a strong one. I'll stand and bs about anything, do whatever out of the kindness of my heart, but when I ask for something...I'm pleading...begging. Just feels like weakness when I do. Is it? Should I bother? Just feels like wasted emotion. Energy, focus, ME....used on someone or something that will toss it to the side to be consumed at leisure.
Does anyone care? |
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| So it begins... |
[Jul. 4th, 2006|08:28 pm] |
...and to quote something a friend said(pretty close), it's fitting to begin this in the midst of destruction and chaos.
Spending the holiday with good friends, and thankful I didn't decide to work. Slipped away from the "fun" long enough to see if a friend or two happened to be at the usual spots, but no dice :(
You know who you are, and that I get lonely about this time of the evening. LAST NIGHT FOR EXAMPLE.
I'll be home friday all day if anyone has anything interesting going on.
I'll pray for a certain someone's expensive equipment and that it meets a swift recovery and/or replacement. :D
Don't leave me stuck across the room! |
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